an ending, a beginning

where to begin...

last week was sad

i mean i dreaded the end of each day 

because each day was the official last day of a child

it was heart breaking!

all day long i would convince myself that i wouldn't cry

and then that time would come and the tears came 

and when the family walked out my door i couldn't stop myself

it was a sad week! 

i can't thank my families enough for loving me, my children, my home, and my daycare

i loved them all!!  

they will all hold a special place in my heart forever!

they have all played a special part in my life and for that i will never forget them

this week has been a bit crazy, new, exciting, and scary!

i have restless sleep after dreaming all night of old co-workers 

telling me i can't do it, im not good enough

even in a dream it makes you question yourself!

can i do this, am i cut out for this, will i be good enough?

ugh!

i feel like my list of things to get done before monday is never ending

everytime i turn around there is something else i missed

i get a little stressed and a little tired

and then i take a few minutes to just cry and get it out!

 and then i feel better!

i am working with some amazing women

with amazing rooms and ideas

and im excited to see what God has planned for me

in this new position

and even though i am stressed, tried, and a little emotional 

i know that great things are going to happen!

I will hopefully take some pictures this weekend of the room

to share with all of my readers...

i haven't disappeared yet :)

and i am leaving you with this little "thing" one of my parents wrote me

and im trying to remember it daily when i am struggling...

 Wonderful Christian mom!

 Educational activities 

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 Loving on our kids

aLways genuine and honest

 Meals that are kid friendly and fun

gIfted! God has blessed you with an amazing talent

 Structured and firm

 Special projects :)

 You get what you get and you don't throw a fit

 Organized

 Understanding and flexible